Today was a good day. The only thing that is stressing me out in the least bit is the fact that ive still got no income. As soon as I start working, and am comfortable with what I'm doing, life will be peachy again.

Yesterday myself, Evan, Matt, Theo, and Jesse went to see Idiot Pilot in Bellingham. It was a great show, and then after we walked around town for a bit. I've decided that I love Bellingham. This place is a smaller city but has so much going on.

I have started communicating with my cousins more. I am hoping that I will be able to just call them up on skype from time to time and chat.

Relationships have been a popular topic lately. Mostly due to myself, Matt and Evan talking about them and our philosophy regarding them. Matt has been trying to convince me to be more bold in certain situations. I am good dealing with natural situations...like if myself and a girl I liked were hanging out as a result of being with mutual friends, or being stuck in a situation that calls for conversation. However, I can't just go up to a girl I like and start chatting with her...with the intention of asking her out for coffee or something. I am confident in who I am, but I often feel like a tool walking up to a girl and starting conversation. Also, I feel like doing it that way wouldn't work. If I like a girl its because I think the is worth it..and by it I mean the effort. So part of me is like, "Yeah you have to be bold and take the chance with an interest in order to deserve her." The other part is saying, "Wait for the opertune "natural" moment and then passively pursue.

Also, I get around town way too much to feel comfortable taking a chance like that. If it failed, then there would be a great chance that I would have to run into her time and time again...which could be awkward.

Whatever, at the end of the day maybe it all comes down to the fact that when it comes to pursuing a girl I have a vagina where my face should be.

Someday I will get over myself and just do it, but until then I should invest in a bulk box of tampons to stick in my mouth.

Anyways, I should get to bed, gotta go meet Jord in the Wack for the Inuk show. I'm also very excited to pic up Tugrul at the airport.

Sexy thimes.

"She's one of those girls who looks hotter in her panties." - Dave Atkinson

"You should go up to her and say, 'I see that you have child bearing hips, and I have a child bearing penis.'" - Dave Atkinson